what i’d really like is for someone to objectively watch me for a week or so and then just sit down with me for a few hours and explain to me what i am like and how i look to others and what my personality is in detail and how i need to improve where do i sign up for that
the worst part about depression that’s on again off again is that you can never tell if you’re making progress and actually feeling better or if you just had a couple of good days and the second something goes wrong you’ll be right back where you started.
I’m so detached and distant and cold at times, but I swear if you spark my interest, I can become so clingy and you’ll become so important to me and I will put so much of my time and effort towards you. But then you’ll get tired of me.
Sometimes skinny feels like cardiac arrest. Sometimes skinny feels like constant dizziness and unexpected fainting. Sometimes skinny feels like rotting teeth, acid breath, and stomach ulcers. Sometimes skinny feels like hair falling out in clumps and dry flaking skin. Sometimes skinny feels like death.
Feed yourself. Taste health with each bite. Choose life.